hurr durr. so i didn't realize that the only tutorial for our calc test was today. i thought there were gonna be more so i didn't bother doing the practice tests over the weekend. i hope i don't fail :(

and restoration class, how i hate you with a passion already. i've had 2 classes and i'm already behind. it sucks that it's everyday. test already coming up on the 28th. for my clinical rotation i got placed at the farthest location from my house. omg. do not look forward to waking up at 5 in order to get there on time. i should've handed in a request.

tomorrow i have clinical orientation at 1130. and i'm at school until 830. so i miss the finale of bb11. sucks. and i'm pretty nervous for clinicals to start in october. patients' lives will be in my hands according to the prof. way to scare me. and here's to hoping i won't catch swine flu :)

lalalala. so it's 5am. exam in 4 hours. still in the middle of studying.
probably not going to finish. so many damn articles to read.
started at 1-2am. DAMN YOU PROCRASTINATION. lol

Well, it's been awhile again. An update from last time, I bombed my exam a couple of weeks ago. lol. that's what i get for getting smashed the weekend before. I totally didn't study and bs-ed my way through the whole thing -_-" anyway, not it wasn't too bad and i'm not dropping it because i don't want to take another course next year. it would be too much. well last friday was fun. i went to this new bar with a couple of my friends and cousins and had so much fun. we were already drunk by the time we got there, so that was a plus. danced the entire night. however, i didn't break in my new shoes and got this gigantic blister on my foot because of it. it was killer. i had to wear flip flops the rest of the week. lol.

today, we presented our group project for that men's health class i'm taking. we focused on male sexual dysfunction. lol. so premature ejaculation, erectile dysfunction and low sexual desire....you can say it was, well, interesting. lol. we made the whole thing into a skit of the sunday night sex show. and it was pretty funny i guess. we should have took pictures because we all dressed up as guys and had all these embarassing situations. it went pretty well so i'm homing we didn't get marked too harshly. i really need to do good for the rest of the class. i have work tomorrow at 7, which i'm not looking forward to. it gets uber hot where i work because there's no exhaust to let all the hot air out and i have this gigantic toaster running the entire time. 8 hours of that =/ ... and on saturday is my cousin's wedding social. i'm looking forward to that :) my 20th birthday is coming up next week so i don't really know if i should do anything big. dinner and bar = the usual. as long as i'm alcohol free the week before my final on the 26th, then i'm good.

OH GOD. ok so on saturday, i went to my godbrother's daughters first birthday and christening. food wasn't really that great and the magician sucked balls. lol. he was repetitive and tried to be funny and failed. later on, i was supposed to go out for 2 of my friends' birthday dinner but the boyfriend ended up not wanting to go. so instead, i went to marble slab with my cousins. my friend texted me that this buddy was having a house party so we went there after. started the night slow with malibu and pineapple juice. then we ended up playing pusoy dos for shots. haha. my cousin was driving so i had to take her shots for her and they always poured double. :( so we ended up doing that for awhile. by the time it was about to leave all the guys wanted to finish whatever alcohol we had left on the table. so me and one of my friend's friends chugged like more than half a bottle of sourpuss. when we were leaving he was all like 'SHOULD I ASK YOU FOR YOUR NUMBER' LOL! then when i got home around 2 somthing i tried to shower. i didn't want to sleep because i had work at 730 and had to leave my house at 630 because my mom started at 7 and i was riding with them. i wouldn't have woken up if i did. so i tried to force myself to throw up whatever i had left in my stomach but it hardly worked. nothing really came up. so i tried drinking coffee and lots of water and eating lots of bread. haha. by the time i had to get ready i was still pretty fucked up. when i got to work i was still drunk. the entire time i felt like i had to throw up. and the day went by so fucking slow today because it wasn't busy. the shift felt like it was never going to end.

after work, i had my cousin's wedding meeting to go to. so i was running on no sleep. and stunk from work. lol. so i played with my neice. she's 3 months now and finally learned to laugh. she's getting chubby it's so adorable. i ended up staying there from 3 to 7. when i got home i showered and somehow fell asleep while my hair was still wet. my dad just woke me up at 12 to dry my hair. lol. I HAVE AN EXAM ON TUESDAY. gosh, i really don't want to study tomorrow. i hope i remember that i have an exam. lol.

omg. hey guys. so i'm still drunk from my encounter yesterday. i didn't sleep. i tried to throw up whatever alcohol i had in my stomach. didn't work because only a little came out. and i have to get ready for work now. FLM. hard. 8 hour shift. no sleep. have to be responsible for a whole cafeeteria thing. wedding meeting right afterward. i'm going to smell like gross. lol. seriously, this could not get any worse than it already is :(

well hello. lol. OKAY OKAY. on tuesday. i watched star trek and OMFG. it was seriously so damn amazing. i didn't expect it to be..cuz you know. i'm not a trekkie or anything. but damn. and chris pine? UNF. and i can't believe i cried in the beginning. lol. omg. new favorite movie for now.

anyways. i had work today and my legs are fucking sore from standing the entire time. and i had to take the bus home AND IT WAS SNOWING. seriously. it's the middle of may. what is this? i'm supposed to be getting ready to go out for my cousin's birthday dinner but i'm so lazy. noooooooooooooo. i really need to update this more often. lol. _twat is taking over my life.

OH LAWD. it's been forever since I posted again. lol. well today i had my first class of men's health. it's at a different campus and i seriously got lost trying to find the building. lol. luckily i found an information desk and wandered the halls for a bit. then we ended up switching classrooms after the first 10 minutes because the first roomed sucked. then my prof cancelled the paper we had to do :) it's so freaking awesome. lol. i srsly love him because he's funny too. so for the past couple of weeks i've kind of been nocturnal. and it was hard for me to get to sleep last night. i only had one hour. no caffeine in the system. i don't know how i manage to do it. and this class is twice a week from 9-12 so no more staying up :( and i srsly need to find another job or give my availability because i need money. like nao.

hmmmm. what else. i got my hair cut like 2 fridays back and my bangs are looking a little wonky. and my bb just bought be an ipod. i love him. now i'm about to start reading "Evermore" by Alyson Noel because a bb from _twat found it and it sounds like pure lulz. twilight knock off. spontaneously appearing tulips. need i say more?

so i've been gone for the past couple of days again. lol. so to update you guys..on thursday, i had to recertify my CPR. my instructor was so hot too. hmmm. then i spent the rest of the day with my beeboo, doing absolutely nothing. we are the best couple. ever. Friday, i spend the day with my beeboo again. I was supposed to go to the bar but it didn't end up happening. that made me a sad panda. then yesterday (since i guess it's sunday now), i spent hours and hours just playing mario kart on the wii with my bbs from twatlight. LOL. it was freaking awesome. srsly, best. game. ever. anyway, i'm back to beta-ing. it's been awhile. i've been relaxing too much since school finished. haha. i really need to clean my room. it's so messy and i can barely walk anywhere -_-" ........and i really need to start working again. i'm in dire need of some money. i guess i should've gave my availability to my boss/brother's girlfriend. haha. and class starts on may 5. it's not even at my campus/university. it's at this other college and they have multiple campuses too and i don't even know which one it's at or what building it's in. FML.

hi guys! I'm not dead, i swear. LOL. I've been gone for the past few days catching up on my sleep and basically relaxing until i have to go back to class. i got 2 of my exam marks back and i have to admit that i'm quite pleasantly surprised. i have to calculate my skills grade, but i ended up finishing with an A in pharmacology. GO ME! i'm scared to get my health promotion mark back though. that one went uber terrible. i have to upgrade my CPR tomorrow and pick up my paper that took me forever to do. i wonder if i did crappy on it too. *le sigh*. so i got a wire change for my braces on monday. and they're supposed to put 2 more brackets on but they won't do it! they keep saying "oh let's do them next time" cuz they're waiting for my tooth to come in more but i swear it's gonna take forever. i'm only supposed to have them for 2 years, and it's already been 1 year and 2 months. damn it, i bet i'm gonna end up having them for like 4 more years or something crazy like that. LOL.

soooooooo. exams are done son. so freaking happy. its around 3 pm, just woke up from my deep slumber after not sleeping for 24+ hours. exam yesterday went just HORRIBLE. haha. i got to my exam just on time, didn't finish reviewing the material. didn't get to read up on contraception and just sucked on that area. guessed on practically half of the multiple choice. haha. and don't you just hate it when they say "choose the best answer". damn it, there was so many of those and i couldn't choose between 2 answers. and the short answer section was dumb. LOL. now, i want to go to the chiropractor so bye :)

okay. so my last exam today. i'm leaving in about 5 minutes. i'm not even ready. i didn't even get to review half of my notes. LOL. k i give up. please let me remember that stuff from the midterm since i didn't read it again. i hope it's easy =/

hi guys :) .. so 2 exams down. 1 to go. it's tomorrow at 6pm and i don't really feel like studying right now. so much damn information. it's like 2 semesters worth all packed into 1. WHYYYYYYY. AND it's cumulative. gawwwwwd this prof is a douche. haha. my exam yesterday wasn't as good as my first one since there were so many questions from the handouts i didn't even read. i swear. i was waiting outside of the exam room trying to cram as much as possible, but in the end i totally forgot what i read. crap. haha. then i got home and slept a good 12 hours because i haven't been sleeping for the past couple of days. i seriously need to get to studying because doing it just 5 hours before is not gonna cut it for this one. *le sigh*. do. not. want. twatlight is providing me with ample distraction though :)

OKAY. so it's almost 4am. I have another exam at 130. i have to get ready again at 10. so that leaves me about 6 hours to actually start studying. GAH! shoot me. there's so much damn information. my skills exam went pretty good today, i'm quite surprised. i think i did pretty good for only reading through my material once. once i got home, i took a 4 hour nap. i've been up since 11/12 and i haven't even started studying yet. what is wrong with me?! haha. i've just found my required journal readings that i have to review. my back is killing me. i srsly need to go to the chiropractor :( like naaaaaaaao.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. It's about 1am now. I have to leave my house at 1130 to take the bus to school for my 130 exam. Have I started studying yet? Nope. And I don't really wanna. I'm laying in my bed and sleep is looking really good right now. But I don't get to do that tonight. And for the next few nights. FML! After my exam, I have to take a 1.5 hour bus ride back home. Try to get in a nap for a couple hours then wake up and repeat this process again. This is week is going to kill me, I swear. D:

HAPPY EASTER :)

So I went to church today. It was fricken packed. Had to stand the entire time in the lobby =\. Then my back started to hurt. LOL. I seriously need to go to the chiropractor. I guess after exams. *le sigh* I have an exam tomorrow. Not realy in the mood to study. I haven't touched my books yet and that scares me. DO NOT WANT. Tomorrow's exams pretty easy I think. Just the skills content. A lot of reading to do though since I never wrote any notes this whole semester. haha. I'm really scared for the health promotion exam on Thursday though. We packed a 6 credit hour class into this semester so it's a whole bunch of content. That will definitely not be fun. I will not be sleeping for 3 days or so. :)

Friday night. I am bored. I should be studying for exams next week but what am I doing? Absolutely. Nothing. Gah. So I finally caught up on this LJ business from last week when that paper killed me. LOL. And I just finished reading the I Love LA update. It made me sad. It's soooo good and it's almost over. WHYYYYYY. LOL. Go read it NAAOO! Plus, I can't stop listening to the KOL song she recommended. It's so good. I'm seriously starting to love this band. Thanks Rob. haha. Plus, the wire of my braces is pissing me off. It's making my one tooth hurt for some reason. Stupid elastics. I don't want to study for exams. Monday. Tuesday. Thursday. Shoot me.

Last class of the semester tomrorow! YAY! And I get to go back to my highschool and judge the science fair. Won't that be lovely. I have no idea what questions to ask them. LOL. Isn't it supposed to be the students presenting being nervous, not the judges? Hmm. So I had an interesting conversation with my classmate in nursing today. She always thought it was funny that I adore Robert Pattinson because she did not find him attractive. This was the time of the Oscars and the next day we had this conversation because she knows that I love love love him. LOL. Well today on the way to school on the bus, she told me that she finally finished reading Twilight. Then she went on in saying that she wanted to watch the movie again, so she did instead of studying. Then she tells me that she does, in fact, find our dear Rob very good looking. Especially his smile. SEE! You can't escape the dazzling effect of Robert fucking Pattinson bbs! Don't deny it :) *le sigh* And to complement this situation, I come home to find all these lovely scans from Japan, and frick yes, he is looking delish. BRB while I use Google to find some questions I can ask tomorrow :) If you want, give me some ideas too.

So it's past midnight here so I'd like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO antoniettac. I hope you have a wonderful day my dear :)

Nothing much happened today. Slept a good 12 hours, which I'm extremely happy about. I've been passing out for longer periods of time lately and it's awesome. Woke up, went to meet my CEF for my grade on the clinical rotation. Went to class and had some pretty good laughs learning about men's health. If this is how just one lecture went, I'm really excited for the course I'm taking next month. This prof was freaking hilarious. Took the bus home which took much longer because they closed off the route it usually takes. I'm still wondering what happened - I need to read the newspaper tomorrow or something. Exams start next week and I didn't even realize it. LOL. I have one on Monday - Nursing skills. Boo. Isn't Monday supposed to be a holiday?! Like come on. Not excited for that. Not in the mood to write exams either. I did a whole lot of damage to my brain this past weekend, NGL..haha. Saturday was a good day :) Sunday had a meeting for my cousin's wedding. Saw my niece, she's adorable still. Need to sell social tickets nowwwww. /end

Meme #1:
Firstly: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.
Secondly: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

I've been tagged by openasthesky

01. Make a list of 5 things you can see:
I'm in my bedroom, so:
- thick, blue, furry blanket
- nursing text books
- my bajillion boxes of unworn shoes in my closet
- my envelope of tax forms that still need to be done
- myself in the mirror. LOL

02. What is your favorite pick-me-up movie?
Something funny or with a HEA. Mean Girls and Nemo are a couple of my faves.

03. Is there anything in your fridge right now that you would never eat/drink?
There's always this stuff from the Philippines that keeps piling up because no one eats it. Dry fish?

04. What's your occupation?
Full time student. Semester's almost done :)..but exams start next week. FML!

05. Do you nap a lot?
YESSSIR. I usually nap for 4 hours though. LOL.

06. What was your first celebrity crush?
I'd have to say Nick Carter. I had a poster of him on my wall, and I never took it down until grade 6 when it kind of got embarassing to walk into my room and see it.

07. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Twilight, Robert Pattinson, LJ! - GAH it's taking over my life. haha

08. What are you listening to right now?
knock you down - Keri Hilson ft Kanye West & Neyo

09. What food could you eat every day for weeks and not get sick of?
I'm not too sure actually. Chocolate is a possibility.

10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
hotmail, LJ, Robsessed, facebook is getting less and less.

11. What was the last thing you bought?
I last paid for bus fare! LOL. But if that doesn't count I think the last thing I bought was food on Saturday

12. What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
My niece, Devin :)

13. Does the weather affect your mood?
Yes. I get mad when it's really hot and humid, a little sad when it's rainy, happy when it's not too hot/not too cold.

14. Favorite hobby(ies)?
Shopping. LOL. I guess reading is starting to come back into my life.

15. Name a song that makes you think about a ship/character that you like lately.
Where I stood - Missy Higgins for Bella/Edward in New Moon.

16. Weird dream?
I usually don't remember my dreams, but I had this weird one recently involving most of my friends and we were back at our elementary school. Two of my friends were dating and they're the two people that would NEVER EVER take a second look at each other. It was indeed awkward.

17. Do you have any siblings?
Older brother

18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
"Who do you think you are?!"

19. What are your plans for next weekend?
Well I have an exam on Monday, so I should be studying but this will probably not be the case. Saturdays are the days I spend with my boyfriend, and Sunday I will probably head to church for Easter then settle my ass down and study.

20. Say something about the person who tagged you:
She has great taste in music. I find myself searching for the songs she recommends and liking them :)

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